Why should I love him ?
For all who believe in love I say it's a trash. In most cases you are finally left with tears and nothing else.
Why did I love him?
I was doing my own work and this man came by, gave a delicate smile. I have never thought about it anytime before. I have seen many much handsome than himself and even much attractive. But none have disturbed me so much to that case I have never thought about any man the moment they are away. But he wasn't like that. He never left my eyes. Whomever I saw a bit resembling or having certain features looked like him to my eyes. I tried to divert myself but that was in vain for the more I tried to the more he came into my eyes.
Previously I was determined to do only one thing in life that's to try to be a social worker or at least try to bring a difference in some one's life and to bring happiness. My strong emotions have determined me to set such a goal and whatever I presently do be it studying or trying to get a job was all to reach this ambition in life. I thought of to remain unmarried and serve the people. I should thank God for giving me such a delicate heart moved by a tiny incident and that survives my zeal to reach my goal.
But I hate that very God who made me to love. This has caused nothing except left sorrow in my life. Sometimes made me to cry to that extent of dying. To all those who want to fall in love my advice - that's the most foolish act to do in life. It finally leaves you in tears.
God will never show mercy on us and hence one man has to help other to bring peace and happiness from the sorrows created by Him.