My Dearest God,

Everyday I pray but never have I asked. I believed in my hardwork but never on luck. I wanted to bring back hope in someone's life but now You left me to stand hopeless against the winds of fate.
I fell and rose many times in my life but has never asked for Your hand. Is that for very this reason You made me fall into such a great depth that I have no choice but to end my battle? When I was rendered alone I never felt this pain. When I am left pennyless I never felt hopeless. When I questioned myself of my future which seemed too vague I didn't feel this pain. When I felt that I had to leave the house with no money or experience in hand I never felt so depressed. In every bad moment of my life I always felt more confident but never depressed but now I feel the music of losing my life altogether. If at all You give me more life that would be lifeless.
I pray You kneeled to win my Love or take away my life for it would a waste to let me live anymore. Better pick me up for I am the fallen dust of Your beautiful sculpture.