Many difficulties all at once. Some I have created my own and some God created. Trying my best to get out but it's been a though time. Peace is the only answer and I know it but I am losing it sometimes. Got to practise it to keep this life going happily.
Not a new problem but got it aggravated. My mom undergoes frequent mood alterations. Sometimes she hates me more than any one else. That has become a common scene now. She is my mom and I otherwise she loves me very much and so it does not bother me much but my dad...
I don't want to get married at all. The chances that get a good spouse might be good but what if I end up in a psychotic relationship. I can't keep fighting with my spouse all my life just like my dad. I being too emotional can't bear such a life!!
The best thing I believe is to help as many as I can and share some love to as many little hearts who missed mother's love. Probably that might balance my past life's ill deeds.