For this moment I just have one wish - to hear your voice...
Your image fills my eyes...
Your voice resounds in my ears...
Your wisdom makes my mind to change to new decisions...
And my soul perceives your presence
Every time and where ever I go you are with me...and I know it...
But you are not here...
They say its a gift to have a place in somebody's heart... you have it and I don't.
To be loved is a blessing but to love without being loved back is probably the greatest punishment the Almighty can give for all our past ill deeds... for I am deprived of the basic independence of expressing my emotions..
My voice tears my throat but its sound cannot cross the lips...
My eyes weep every moment but are quickly stopped by the eyelids..
My soul is painstriken but my kneels can't touch the ground..
My heart awaits for you but my face cannot express that search...
Oh dear Almighty! What a great life I enjoy my outer feelings separated from inner soul's...life is just a drama !
And this saga of waiting still continues...